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December 10th, 2005
I'll see you all bitches in three weeks....when I get back from good 'ol Mexico.
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October 10th, 2005
I know a girl who was molested by her father when she was young. This girl is now depressed, angry, doesn't really trust many people, and has tried to kill herself numerous times.

I also know someone who grew up in the same situation as the one mentioned before, yet she is one of the happiest people I know. She rarely gets mad or depressed and is a very loving and social person.

There are a lot of reasons why the two are so different, but I honestly think that it's all in the mind. If you choose to be depressed about something like that, then you will be, and you will think your life is so bad,etc. On the other hand, if you have the right frame of mind about things like that it can just make you a better person. Instead of thinking "I got molested, I hate everything", you could think "I got molested, but there isn't any way I could have stopped it. It is his problem."

At least, that's how I see it. It's all in the mind.
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October 1st, 2005
Oh, I cannot even wait until Christmas. I'm counting down the days...
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I'm half-gothic!! [Friday
September 30th, 2005
So Chelsea dyed my hair yesterday. We had a lot of fun with it. Now it's black underneath and a lighter brown(?) in the middle.

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Well frankly, it makes me feel old....and kinda horny. [Saturday
September 17th, 2005
[ mood | drained ]

So...here are some happenings of last night. Or what I remember of it. And starting off we havethisCollapse )

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September 7th, 2005
JOHN!! You should send Chels and I those pictures of at my house a long time ago.

Sound good?
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September 7th, 2005
So guess who got their license today?

That's right, I DID.
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August 17th, 2005
[ mood | outrageous and inflated ]

I wish my life was a musical. What with everyone dancing and singing in cool outfits and nifty hair styles. That would be at the top of the cool pyramid.

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July 27th, 2005
i just read the 6th harry potter, oh man. oh man oh man oh man. thats all i have to say.
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the thing ....chelsea...tagged me [Monday
July 4th, 2005
1: Rusted root-send me on my way
2: Rusted root-ecstasy
3: Paul Simon-i know what i know
4: Jack johnson-traffic in the sky
5: Jyemo-i dont know what the song is called

and im not passing this on....too bad BITCHES!!
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I SAW THE SIGN!!! And boy, it sure was pretty!! [Tuesday
June 28th, 2005
I love life. And Chelsea Cavin. I can't decide which I love more.

Probably life. But Chels is a close 2nd.

Last night I was camping with scattered people an dI had a blast. Really, I had the time of my life. Chels, Jordin, and I went skinny dipping twice. Then boys watched us as we put on our clothes. But it really didn't phase us in the least. Chelsea and I hugged while being naked. Then I loud kissed everyone. And I was drunk. And high. But I still love everything.

I took ten pictures. I know there was an accidental one of Chelsea's naked crotch, one of us three naked girls, one of Lex, Trevor, and Jon, but thats about all I remember. Hmm.

And I am in love with life, once again.

Stretch for me Chels.
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June 20th, 2005

I LOVE IT ALL!!!!!!!!!

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June 16th, 2005
[ mood | I NEED A LIFE ]

Not yesterday but the day before...I don't know what day that was. Anyways I went camping with a bunch of people for Sean's (Jesh's older brother) 21st birthday. So we got all set up a a spot a little past 6 mile and then made a fire and started drinking and pretty soon most of us were drunk and, of course, stoned out of our minds. Erol, Levi, Lex, and Travis showed up when it was dark and then they got drunk also. We just sat around drumming and listening to music and making food. I was the only girl there, but I kept forgetting that. There was a circle around the fire and a circle around the food. It was nice. Then when it was dark but kind of light out because of the moon, a few of us decided to go swimming because the water felt really nice. So Olaf, Erol, Todd, and Jesh were all naked, Sean, Kaleb, and Levi (surprisingly) were wearing their boxers, and I was in a bathing suit. We all swam across the river to this tiny island on the other side and were standing there until we realized that I was the only girl on the man-packed sausage fest island. So I jumped in the water. Olaf and Erol jumped in after me and we were floating around until we realized how far we were downstream and struggled to get back to our clothes. Later on Olaf and I had some BACON and then things were totally crazy. I was having a conversation with Erol but I couldnt stop bursting into hysterical laughing fits for minutes at a time. It wasnt helping that Erol was totally drunk and calling me Giggle McGiggly. When the party was slowly going to sleep I got really confused about everything because I was drunk, high, and baconized and everyone was touching me, but they really weren't. Sean, Olaf, and I couldn't sleep so we went up to Sean's car and were listening to music and talking for a few hours...then we got high...then Olaf fell asleep, so we made fun of how dead he looked and we stayed up all night and all morning talking about stuff. Then I came home and had to pull weeds and puck all the rocks out of the garden beds. Ugh.

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June 14th, 2005
[ mood | chill, happy, and hopeful!! ]

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June 7th, 2005
Hey chels? can WE walk together next year when WE graduate??????

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May 16th, 2005
Ten People (or creatures) I enjoy the company of:
1. Chelsea
2. Kaleb
3. My mom
4. Jen
5. John
6. Mike Fuentes
7. Emily
8. Lex
9. Erol/Enoch/Levi (they all go together)
10. Mikhail

Nine Things I want to do before I die:
1. Go to the rainforest
2. Go to a nude beach
3. Live in the mountains
4. Have sex
5. Fall in love
6. Tap dance in bright red shoes...and be good at it
7. Be someone's hero
8. Drive a fast car on an airplane strip
9. Turn Duke into a democrat

Eight things I am wearing:
1. Black socks
2. Polka-dot boxers
3. Blue undies
4. Grey sports bra
5. Grey long sleeved shirt
6. Chelsea's shirt string
7. A ring
8. A yellow string

Seven Things on my mind:
1. Oatmeal
2. Yoga
3. Biology
4. This weekend
5. The ants invading my trailor
6. How my pants don't fit anymore
7. The play

Six things I touch everyday:
1. My fat
2. My teeth
3. My boobs
4. A fork
5. My heater
6. Underwear

Five things I do everyday:
1. Read
2. Eat
3. Think about what someone else is doing
4. Try to be healthy
5. Take ibuprofen

Four things I hate:
1. When people talk really quiet
2. People that dislike me for not believing in god
3. President Bush
4. Dry skin

Three things I think of when I wake up:
1. What is crawling by my ear
2. What the day is
3. Why is it so stuffy and hot in the trailor

Two of my favorite foods:
1. Sardines
2. Potato salad

One person I think of more then anyone else:
1. Myself
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May 12th, 2005
You are a Mermaid, who sits on a rock in
the sea, looking and watching all humanity with
curiosity in your eyes. You have a two-sided
personality! On one hand, you revel in your
freedom and often prefer to live in your own
private dreams.

On the other hand, humanity
intrigues you and you love watching on. You are
actually very kind at heart, hating to see
people hurt and despise injustice! You probably
have one or two special friends, who mean the
world to you!

Also; you are probably quite
political, wanting to see justice done in the

You are quite the dreamer, needing
freedom and personal space to dream your little
dreams. You love to escape into a book or some
good music and just drift away.

Some of your
good points are that you are sensitive,
compassionate and a freethinker. Your bad
points are that you may come across as cool and
aloof to others and probably have a tendency to

You are the ultimate dreamer with
a kind, but troubled heart!

Are you a Princess, Enchantress, Faerie, Mermaid or Toad? (with pictures!)
brought to you by Quizilla

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goog...hah [Saturday
May 7th, 2005
Since I love telling people my stories but no one ever listens, I've decided to write in here so that way I won't know if anyone read it or not and I can just pretend like everyone read it.

Okay, so today I went to drama practice at around noon. It went well, being started off wih everyone sharing puke stories as we pigged out on pizza. After that I went to Grants Pass with my mom and Christian, where we stopped at Gutherie Motors so that Christian could buy a purple motorcycle. While he was inside talking to someone, the sales guy, Chad, started talking to my mom and I about remodeling our house and all this stuff. It was really weird because he seemed very familiar but I didn't know from where. A little while later he asked us if we had been there before because he thought he had seen us before, but neither of us had ever been there. While him and Christian were inside signing papers, my mom and I were sitting on the porch talking about how weird it was that he reminded us of someone so much but we didn't know who. So we started talking about why we felt that familiarity and came up with the conclusion that we were all in a ballerina class in our past lives, where mom was a midget ballerina and I was the teacher.
As I was watching the cars go by on the road, I saw a little gold car stop then start to back up in its lane, looking at something in the car lot. The car was still partway in the lane and then it just stopped. "Wow," I thought, "that isn't very smart". Then another car smashed right into it with a huge BANG. My mom and I went over to the crash while Chad called 911. The driver of the gold car was an older guy and a 17-18 year old was in the other car. The old guy was being a total ass to the kid about not watching where he was going, which I thought was unfair because it was the old guy's fault. The kid was so scared and totally shaken up so my mom comforted him and told him that he had nothing to worry about, and that he didn't do anything wrong and Chad talked to me about writing a report for the cops about what I saw. So once the ambulance and cops got there, I wrote one out and gave it to Chad to give to the cops, and the three of us left and went to the Pow Wow shindig at the park.
I walked around and looked at all the nifty little things there and watched the people dressed up in tree costumes dance around in the rain. I ran into CJ Blood and his roomate(whose name I can't recall) and we all talked for a long time about school, the rain, Alex, college, car crashes, and whatnot. He invited me to his birthday party, which will be at the beach, then I talked to his roomate about his band. My mom found me and with her turtle shell in hand, said that it was about time to go. We said our goodbyes, then went to my nana's house. She is a crack-up. A smartass, but hilarious. She gave us a Boonville beer bottle that she brought back from Philo when I was in kindergarden. She had just drank it last night because she was out of wine.

So thank you for spending a little bit of time out of your day to read about mine.

P.S. I just got 790 Courtney points because I knew that she wanted a ferret. Who rocks?
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Jose won by trece spaces!!! [Wednesday
May 4th, 2005
Hey so John and Dakota, do you guys remember how much Ms./Mrs. Zotolla hated me?? (for Chels-"Well, are you???") Yeah, well I think that Tate is turning into a Zotolla. Because she has been being really hostile towards me lately then today, well Dakota saw but I don't know if YOU WERE LISTENING, anyways, she was VERY rude and it was uncalled for. So pretty much she doesn't like me or she just OH! And remember how last year Zotolla didn't like Ashly either but then Ashly had her wrapped around her finger, well that is that same as this year with Tate!!! Something CRAZY is going on here...and I don't like it.
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May 3rd, 2005
Courtney is going to Canada, how cool is that?? And Nikko and Andy and Jon and my brother would go but he doesn't have any money.
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